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Bitch
02:50
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i liked you more on a computer screen
you fooled me from the beginning
i thought things were gonna turn around for me
if I don’t want you, then why are you still on my mind?
i wish I could just close my eyes
let you go, and move on with my life
and though I think you’re hot, you’re so deceiving
i thought you wanted more, i thought you wanted me
i guess that was a dream, i guess that’s something I will never see
this was way too good to be true
it hurts like hell but I still think of you
why was I so dumb to let you rip my heart in two?
it’s just a game bitches like you play
let’s see how bad I can mess with his mind today
you say, do you feel so great now?
as my self-esteem plummets to the ground
and I’m so tired of thinking about you
every part of me can’t stand you
i would’ve never got involved if I knew what you’d turn into
fuck you
it’s bitches like you that drive me insane
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2. |
Faults
02:16
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on the fourth of july, i was getting kinda carried away
we were sitting on my front porch talking about everything
your arm was locked in with mine
you were hanging on for dear life
the night was upon us and everything felt just right
i was head over heels when you asked me to walk you home
i kissed your lips, and that was my fault
we didn't talk for days
i couldn't find the right words to say
i couldn't think straight, I couldn't do anything
it was at the wrong time, at the wrong place
these things I've done cannot be erased
and all that I felt was true, was not felt by you
i keep reliving the same moment, when I leaned in and you pulled away
that long walk home was a nightmare
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3. |
By Her Side
04:47
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she's had it hard for awhile
it's been months since I've seen her smile
when he comes around,
she starts falling down
doesn't answer the phone, she rather hear the dial tone
she’s grown a backbone from being alone
and if she needs someone tonight
i'll be by her side
i'll wipe the tears from her eyes
and even if she says she'll be alright
i'll be by her side
she has a knack for having sudden anxiety attacks that she can't hold back
when he comes back
she can't breathe, she's lost her voice from screaming her screams
she's feeling defeat, she cannot compete anymore
and when she starts crying by the door
i won't leave her side
i'll wipe the tears from her eyes
and even when she says she'll be alright
i won't leave her side
no, i won't leave her side
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4. |
The Rest Of Your Life
02:46
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setting yourself up again
another night you want to end, but it won’t end
smoking a dozen again
wondering where your life went and how you’re not dead
come on, and stand up my friend
things happen time and time again
knocked down once, now twice
get up, get up you’re alright
you still got the rest of your life
the rest of your life
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5. |
Emily
03:28
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you liked me from the very start,
but I couldn’t see
what was already right in front of me
it’s such a shame it took me this long
to figure out
you were crazy for me and just wanted to stick around
but I keep making these same kinds of mistakes
the ones that I can control
they keep flying right by over my head
i just gotta let you know
that I’m sorry I couldn’t see things before
i thought you were just a friend
but as time goes on, I see things more clearly
i hope that it’s not the end
i hope you can understand
emily
when we first met a long time ago
i was into other girls
i was young and dumb, and i still am
you weren’t my concern
so now i’m stuck here along once again
as fake emotions play with my mind
but if i could i would take everything back,
but i can’t make up the time
don’t give up hope, that’s what you said
But i’m already out
cause you’ve been fooling around with this other guy
while my hearts being fed to the hounds
i can’t say i blame you for walking away
i would’ve too
but before you leave there’s just one more thing
that I have to tell you
i’m sorry if you felt i let you down
i’m sorry if i caused you pain
i know for sometime now my heart
will be screaming you name
emily
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6. |
Brings Me Down
03:00
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you got knifed in the back
well, it hit my heart
it kills me to know
it was dead from the start
are you short on air?
is it hard to breath?
to find all this time
oh those words, how they deceived
and i know you smile
try to make everything alright
you can't fake a smile
i see the hurt inside your eyes
and that brings me down
you walk through the door
my heart drops to the floor
it kills me to know
you've become such a bore
you say this will all be okay
but I know, for certain, things will never be the same
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it’s hard to sleep with all these thoughts in my head
you’re just a memory I can’t seem to forget
i can’t wait for this to end, I’m sick of the lies
i’ve got this fire inside of me that’s beginning to rise
the heart takes over when it knows it’s right
shielded in armor, steady and ready to fight
i’m a lost soul; i’m knocking at your door
dead on my feet and i can’t take much more
i’m just tired of love; and whatever it means
i’m just tired of hate; and everything in between
i’m just tired of pain; it’s so unnecessary
honey, what was your name? i hope to say it someday
wonder what it would be like with you now
you’re just a memory i can’t seem to push down
things change, things stay the same, it’s really no surprise
i’ve got this fire inside of me that’s beginning to rise
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8. |
Breakdown
02:59
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wanna break down these walls,
they’re too high to climb
fractured my wrists, there just is no give
am i burning daylight?
am i killing time?
lost all my drive, i didn’t want to drive
threw up my arms and gave up the fight
idle hands are the devil’s device
now i can’t seem to find the backbone to stand tall
i’ve been knocked down too many times to care at all
these battles i fight
against myself end in defeat
all along, i was my own worst enemy
and it’s so fucking hard
to accept who you are
when my shattered heart
gets cracked each start
pick up the pieces
and put what’s left on the shelf
i’m feeling empty inside
and now I know why
i am still my own worst enemy
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9. |
Irene
03:59
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evacuate all of the beaches
there’s a hurricane heading straight for us
board up the house, stay inside
a hard rain’s coming down in the blink of an eye
when the wind picks up,
we’ll all fall down
and when the east coast panics,
we’ll cry one sound
and when the sky starts turning gray
i’ll say
bring on the hurricane
hit me with novocaine
cause i don’t wanna feel a goddamn thing
you’re like a hurricane
you’re driving me insane
it’s gonna be one long night
the powers out
the water’s rising
wanna drown myself, i’m overwhelmed
i can’t leave my house, don’t wanna step outside
i think i’m gonna lose my mind
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